Nov 5, 2015
My sweet Prince,
Today I tried going for a walk, a short trip to the corner store. I rushed home feeling fearful. Palpable dread clutching at me. But I had a surprise. They’re intervening again. They sent a message, and like all of their messages, are always great fun to interpret. The dread just stopped, I took a step, and it was gone. In that moment before that next step, 3 fat giant magpies swooped down from behind me, lighting impressively gently on the shrub up on my right. Too many messages like this. Too many times they’ve interfered, trying to get a rise out of Auntie. Good luck, I never have. Lols!
You know how this goes, but I still feel so overwhelmed by the process. Helps to write about it. That initial panic, Glob I hate it. 3, ok there’s 3. It’s ok... Then they split up, twirling straight up in the air around each other, all 3 heading in separate directions, a sigh of relief when 2 drop onto a mailbox ahead. Stop and turn, the other sat on that fence by the path behind the row housing, just a few steps behind. You know, the little shits have gotten pretty cocky and damned smug. Before they split up, I was less than an arms reach from them. The two on the mailbox, sat there and chittered at me, looking at me with those odd alien eyes. I walked within an arms reach again. Would be so easy to snatch one of them, but they know full well the consequences for me! It’s a good thing they’re so beautiful, well and that I couldn’t hurt one of them if I tried. I bet they know that, and probably far too much more for my liking. I got through the burning pretty quick this time. My teeth always feel funny, do yours? I liked this, you might get a kick out of it as well! “3, for a girl who’s on the path for beyond joy, with sorrow behind on the path not taken.” Wow. Ok that’s a really helpful message! Lols, but it turns out to be the sweetest message yet! So get this, do you know what stopped the burning? I gotta say, I’m never going to look at that bliss afterwards the same way! I’m embarrassed to say, and I’m actually blushing! That thought blast that comes was all images of you! It was ahhhhhmazing! Like the best sex we’ve ever had kinda thing! Rawr! (Wish you were here, my fire is totes lit right now. Hey Mister! Wanna go for a ride? *smack! come here finger motion...* Lols! So they’ve decided that our relationship needs some affirmation. I’m kind of flattered! I do wonder why they consider this so important?! Who knows, right? Like asking why the cat does some of the nonsensical things cats do. Well maybe totes different.
Wow, that really ran on, and I keep pausing to daydream about you! Sorry love, I’d better post this quick before it’s too late! You’re very much in my thoughts tonight, and I think I’ll let my fingers do some walking once the house stills, as Mom puts it! ;)
Oh, yeah so can’t think about my Mom, while thinking of you like this!
Laters, and floods of love!
The house finally quiet, and feeling content, Sperona slipped into bed. “Snap!” she swore, jumped and ran to the bathroom chanting, “meds, meds, meds...” ...
(author’s note: yeah I don’t feel like punctuation, editing is different time, and names will drift...)
... Sperona slipped back into bed, rolled over grabbed the remote clicking play. A big sigh while clutching the blanket and a remote under her chin. Spots of light swirling in her vision in the dark, she drifted back through the day. Wow that image blast was something else. My fire’s been lit all day! My daily letter to Evan was so awful! Quiet, blushing in the dark. He’ll understand! Oh, I so miss him. She started counting, and got sidetracked! Foo! I want him here now! Mmmm, I feel warm when he’s here. She tossed the remote down the bed, big cheek smile spreading as she slipped her hands under the covers.
Thoughts of Evan... Oh like what he showed me, with his fingers! I know how to do this now, and I still love it! One hand stopped under her breast, leaving the other to trail down. Oh his light touch! Wows, I’m a lucky girl! Her fingers trailed along the edge of her panties, pausing she brought her legs together and arched her back a little. She moaned lightly, arching her back slowly as her fingers lightly dipped between her legs. I love when he touches my kitty, and quickly lost the thought with another quiet moan. Her fingers slowly tracing an outline, a bound idea. All the images of him gushed into her mind, and she started to think; oh! the processing... before being lost in images of him. Bombarded with things that were, that are, that may, that will, that...
She kneaded her breast roughly, while her fingers dug into the soft cloth of her panties. Rolling onto her side, she arched her back hard while digging fingers into her breast, pressing hard into her kitty, she started to cry out. Shuddering pauses to inhale, and she turned her face into her pillow, so as to hide her sounds. Wracked with tremors, she giggled and giggled into her pillow. Oh my Evan, I need some sexy time...
...Blinking sleep out of her eyes, she focused; a wut croaked out, as she realized she could see dozens of people asleep (dead, wtf?). People lying on a floor as far as she could see in the dim light...
